hey heys~ hahas. went missing for the pass few days so didnt have time to update. hahas. lols. did anyone miss me? i wonder... hahas. XD lols. i am so full of myself. i have to admit. hahas. well i am going 'missing' again for another week. hahas. lols. i miss hanging out with my friends. hahas. lols. i would upload the pictures of me 'missing' soon. hahas.




xoxo
jo

P.S. Dont miss me horrs! XD *i dont mind if you would* =X

if there's any outing must inform me first hand. tag me or text me~


i am planning to have two outings. One: Movie trip(BOLT *the awfully cute and cuddly fat hamster!!!* and i am no hamster killer khai. tsk! XD)
Two: Movie trip(Twilight<3)

but it would mostly be on Sundays coz i am being abused by two oddly bosses. sigh. hahas. (i am kidding about the abuse part. hahas. more like slave. >.< Kidding!) hahas. i am self 'highing' here.lols.

heehees~ i changed my blog skin~ hahas. i always wanted this blog skin but didnt have the time to change it though. hahas. whees~ darn. i have yet to pack my stuff. >.< hahas. okies gonna pack my stuff now~ hahas.

btw. movie outing on the 28 nov~ text me or tag me~ \(^o^)/

xoxo
jo

hahas... my mistake. it shd be 3 more days to Macau starting from today. hahas. i kept on thinking that yesterday was monday and today is tuesday. hahas. lols.
went to the food fair with jian, kuang, hong, ck, gary and colin. hahas~ lols.. its almost the same as the previous trip though. hahas. then we sat outside the hall and the guys started to play their psp. =~= typical. hahas. lols. i cleared all the notes and books in my room and my desk looks uber clean. hahas. i have not seen the table top for ages. XD hahas. sians~ its the holidays and everyone is starting to get bored already. >.< hahas. hahas. i have yet to pack my belongings. ohh..... hahas. XD i am sure to take uber lots of photos~ or else people will start complaining about my facebook. hahas. XD whees~

xoxo and lots of love~
jo

count down to 3 more days before i leave for macau~ whees~ a holiday with my mum.... it has been ages since we had last go on a trip together, just the both of us. heehees~ lalalas~ my first trip to macau~ hahas. i am so excited that i have yet to pack my bags... =.= lols~

hahas. it has been only a few days when we last met. but i am starting to miss you guys already!! X( those 5 years are well spent i must say. hahas. we must plan some outing again! to sentosa maybe? hmms... hahahas. XD anyways... on the 28 nov, we are planning to watch "Beverly Hills Chihuahua". anyone interested? text me, call me, email me, anyway of communication will also do. send me a pigeon oso can. XD but make sure its avian flu free. XD hahas. kay kays. gotta prepare for another birthday party~ whees~



xoxo
jo

it seems as though a bomb that has been there for seventeen years finally exploded. like BOOM!. like that. everything that it has accumlitated for seventeen years just drops on me.

i am sorry that i am not the child you wanted me to be. i am sorry that i had been ungrateful to you. i am sorry that you had pinned such high hopes on me and i had let you down. i am sorry that you are thinking that i felt like an imbecile.i am sorry that i didnt fit your standard of being who you thought i would be. i am sorry that i have never ending sorries that i could never say it out to you. coz you wouldn't listen to a word i say. yes you may say that i am ungrateful and an unfilial girl. but. i am not what you all have thought who i am all this time. i am not what you thought who i am. you talk like you know me inside out. i am sorry.

i just dont get it. why it just cant get into your heads. getting so frustrated at the littlest thing i do. yes. you would say that i am selfish and have got what i wanted. but those were just things. what about how i felt. ever consider that. consider about other things other than yourself. i will the baddie just to keep everything the way they are now, in peace. i dont wish to create anymore dispute and put me as the root of everything. always asking my to go there. if this were to continue i dont know how can i go on any longer. i really dont know what to do. really. i dont wish to hear anything anymore. i need you to understand. but you dont. i can keep this pressure going on. its bad for both of us. but i cant do anything. its for your sake. it for your own good. i am tired. really. tell me what to do coz i really dont know what to do anymore.

heys~ something tragic happened today... my lights blew off..... goans... at first i thought it was because i had spent too much time on the com. but it turned out to be the light... hahas.. there was black out. then flickering of the lights, then blackout again. only light coming from the desktop. sigh. what to do what to do? hahas. got to get the lights changed. hahas. cant wait. one more paper left. whees~ hahas. my mum is going to have an early birthday celebration tmr~ hahas. sorrie guys~ strictly family only. awwww... i would wish to ask you guys to come along though. oh wells. there is always the chalet. hahas. whee~ sweet seventeen this coming Wednesday~ hahas. it marks a new beginning in my life. well rather i would spend more time screaming then enjoying... i'm sure you guys are plotting something mean.. i could sniff it... hahas. oh well.... i love surprises~


cant wait

xoxo
jo

heys~ i changed my music player~ hahas. and added a few a songs in... hahas. i also refilled my chocolate jar. for the sake of MM. hahas. 2 more papers to go~ i cant wait for all for this to end~ then i can finally enjoy my freedom~ hahas. my grandma said so~ hahas. whee~ cant wait~ anticipating.... lols... self-high. hahas. alrighties~ literature is tomorrow~ time to hit the books~ hahas.


xoxo
jo

heys~ it's finally down to two more papers before we come to an end~ whees~ hahas. and i am hungry~ hahas. alrights then i am going for my dinner nows~ cant really wait for 11.11.08

hahas

xoxo
jo