hey heys~ hahas. went missing for the pass few days so didnt have time to update. hahas. lols. did anyone miss me? i wonder... hahas. XD lols. i am so full of myself. i have to admit. hahas. well i am going 'missing' again for another week. hahas. lols. i miss hanging out with my friends. hahas. lols. i would upload the pictures of me 'missing' soon. hahas.




xoxo
jo

P.S. Dont miss me horrs! XD *i dont mind if you would* =X

if there's any outing must inform me first hand. tag me or text me~


i am planning to have two outings. One: Movie trip(BOLT *the awfully cute and cuddly fat hamster!!!* and i am no hamster killer khai. tsk! XD)
Two: Movie trip(Twilight<3)

but it would mostly be on Sundays coz i am being abused by two oddly bosses. sigh. hahas. (i am kidding about the abuse part. hahas. more like slave. >.< Kidding!) hahas. i am self 'highing' here.lols.

heehees~ i changed my blog skin~ hahas. i always wanted this blog skin but didnt have the time to change it though. hahas. whees~ darn. i have yet to pack my stuff. >.< hahas. okies gonna pack my stuff now~ hahas.

btw. movie outing on the 28 nov~ text me or tag me~ \(^o^)/

xoxo
jo

hahas... my mistake. it shd be 3 more days to Macau starting from today. hahas. i kept on thinking that yesterday was monday and today is tuesday. hahas. lols.
went to the food fair with jian, kuang, hong, ck, gary and colin. hahas~ lols.. its almost the same as the previous trip though. hahas. then we sat outside the hall and the guys started to play their psp. =~= typical. hahas. lols. i cleared all the notes and books in my room and my desk looks uber clean. hahas. i have not seen the table top for ages. XD hahas. sians~ its the holidays and everyone is starting to get bored already. >.< hahas. hahas. i have yet to pack my belongings. ohh..... hahas. XD i am sure to take uber lots of photos~ or else people will start complaining about my facebook. hahas. XD whees~

xoxo and lots of love~
jo

count down to 3 more days before i leave for macau~ whees~ a holiday with my mum.... it has been ages since we had last go on a trip together, just the both of us. heehees~ lalalas~ my first trip to macau~ hahas. i am so excited that i have yet to pack my bags... =.= lols~

hahas. it has been only a few days when we last met. but i am starting to miss you guys already!! X( those 5 years are well spent i must say. hahas. we must plan some outing again! to sentosa maybe? hmms... hahahas. XD anyways... on the 28 nov, we are planning to watch "Beverly Hills Chihuahua". anyone interested? text me, call me, email me, anyway of communication will also do. send me a pigeon oso can. XD but make sure its avian flu free. XD hahas. kay kays. gotta prepare for another birthday party~ whees~



xoxo
jo

it seems as though a bomb that has been there for seventeen years finally exploded. like BOOM!. like that. everything that it has accumlitated for seventeen years just drops on me.

i am sorry that i am not the child you wanted me to be. i am sorry that i had been ungrateful to you. i am sorry that you had pinned such high hopes on me and i had let you down. i am sorry that you are thinking that i felt like an imbecile.i am sorry that i didnt fit your standard of being who you thought i would be. i am sorry that i have never ending sorries that i could never say it out to you. coz you wouldn't listen to a word i say. yes you may say that i am ungrateful and an unfilial girl. but. i am not what you all have thought who i am all this time. i am not what you thought who i am. you talk like you know me inside out. i am sorry.

i just dont get it. why it just cant get into your heads. getting so frustrated at the littlest thing i do. yes. you would say that i am selfish and have got what i wanted. but those were just things. what about how i felt. ever consider that. consider about other things other than yourself. i will the baddie just to keep everything the way they are now, in peace. i dont wish to create anymore dispute and put me as the root of everything. always asking my to go there. if this were to continue i dont know how can i go on any longer. i really dont know what to do. really. i dont wish to hear anything anymore. i need you to understand. but you dont. i can keep this pressure going on. its bad for both of us. but i cant do anything. its for your sake. it for your own good. i am tired. really. tell me what to do coz i really dont know what to do anymore.

heys~ something tragic happened today... my lights blew off..... goans... at first i thought it was because i had spent too much time on the com. but it turned out to be the light... hahas.. there was black out. then flickering of the lights, then blackout again. only light coming from the desktop. sigh. what to do what to do? hahas. got to get the lights changed. hahas. cant wait. one more paper left. whees~ hahas. my mum is going to have an early birthday celebration tmr~ hahas. sorrie guys~ strictly family only. awwww... i would wish to ask you guys to come along though. oh wells. there is always the chalet. hahas. whee~ sweet seventeen this coming Wednesday~ hahas. it marks a new beginning in my life. well rather i would spend more time screaming then enjoying... i'm sure you guys are plotting something mean.. i could sniff it... hahas. oh well.... i love surprises~


cant wait

xoxo
jo

heys~ i changed my music player~ hahas. and added a few a songs in... hahas. i also refilled my chocolate jar. for the sake of MM. hahas. 2 more papers to go~ i cant wait for all for this to end~ then i can finally enjoy my freedom~ hahas. my grandma said so~ hahas. whee~ cant wait~ anticipating.... lols... self-high. hahas. alrighties~ literature is tomorrow~ time to hit the books~ hahas.


xoxo
jo

heys~ it's finally down to two more papers before we come to an end~ whees~ hahas. and i am hungry~ hahas. alrights then i am going for my dinner nows~ cant really wait for 11.11.08

hahas

xoxo
jo

harrold's b'day cake baked by mua~

lao shi and vivi~

Jairus~

Pastries Galore!!!!

Custard tart anyone?

a tad over baked bluebery cheese tarts~

CHief ELmo!!! (i doubt he could cook XD)

B and A's couple shoe~

J's stary underwear..... -.-


hahas. it is the totally random pictures again!!! hahas. i didnt have time to upload them all though. hahas. its the O levels ya know. hahas. my hands just feel itchy. so i just felt like uploading those pics. hahas.

i am so random.

xoxo

jo

ps. anyone having halloween party? do invite me over for the treats okay? hahas.

oh darn. type a long post just now and the webbie tells me that i took too much time and canceled everything. grrh.. i am too lazy to type out what i have just typed. hahas. oh. if anyone is having any halloween celebrations please invite me. hahas. i changed my number too. so you could ask around for it or you happen to spot me somewhere you could ask me for it... hahas.

good luck everyone~



xoxo
jo

hey~ its been awhile since i have last blogged. hahas. anyways its two more days to o level and here i am blogging. haas. anyways. i am so damn pissed lorh! that freaking indo-chinese molested my butt lorh! Fuck him lah. its ben siao jie's ass leh!!!! never see people butt so big before is it?! sighs. what can i do. maybe he did it on accident. but he hinted his freaking fatass friend about he touching my ass. my ass so nice to touch meh?! goans. but anyways what can i do? catch him? scream? i cant do anything right?! i have no evidence that he touched my ass right? sighs. just have to be careful the next time i guess? hahas. anyways. went to meet ms yew this morning. went to meet jairus with bel for breakfast at TM MacDonald's. then went to crash at his house. it your typical guy house. clothes every where and papers here and there. the bed right smack at the bedroom door.what can i say it is a dude's shack. hahas. well its not really that bad though. hahas. have to give him the credit for washing his own clothes and mopping the floor. hahas. me and bel ended up watching kids central while jairus slept. hahas. then we went for lunch at Moy's hawker centre. hahas. didn't knw hui ling opened a hawker centre. XD hahas then have tuition at the Arts centre and went to but new spectacles with bel. then went home. hahas. thats kinda brief and long. hahas. so many things happen today. hahas. anyways gotta study my FnN now~ i think i wouldn't blog till o levels finish on 11 nov. hahas. alright time to hit the books. again~ hahas.

jia you everyone~ lets work hard together~ good luck!!!


xoxo
jo<3

evening peeps~ hahas. its getting kinda late now. hahas. i just sorta change my music player that i happen to come across. its uber cool. i can sorta choose my fav songs and put them in this uber cool digital-ipod nano. cool huh? hahas. its very fun. no harm trying. go get your play list mixed up peeps! *music makes you loose control~*


xoxo
jo

Heys~ here are pictures i have promised. though they are a little disorganised. okay very disorganised but its okay what. XD hahas. they are really random okay. pictures from both the past and present. but mostly present. hahas. alrighties. enjoy~


Mooncake celebration grp photo. well not everyone is there though.
With everyone inside. The standard yu jian smile. though there are a few spoilers here and there. X(

Girlfriends~<3
a wacky shot!

Candles with a heart! XD
erm.. alittle weird in shape. but good effort! XD

Free kisses anyone?
Playgirl of the year! XD
is my tie in place?
oh yeah it is. XD
Smiles! :)

@o@
Sauna!!!
SAUNA!!!
Heys! Dont forget to buy it! XD more like modelS. XD
A uber blur pic of me. X(

Lao shi's late Piggy. X(
Guess who?

Ans: Di. XD
MY CUE! well just the tip. XD
Lao shi's new member in the family. ViVi!!
Stuff toys suicide!!!!

Racial Harmony Day!!!
Pretty Boy!!! XD

Another @o@!!!!!
Courtesy of Jun wei~

Batman? no idea. ask stacey. XD



xoxo

jo <3

hie hies~ it has been days since i had last blogged. anyways i would try my very best to upload all those wacky pictures that i had promised and failed to do so. i apologise okay. i am not at home currently so it would take some time before i upload them okays~ hahas. has been sick this few days and yet to recover. well its a lesson well learned. never ever ever throw your antibiotics away. trust me. its totally nasty if you were to throw it away. the doctor would just give you a yuckier and weirder medicine. *shiver* grr..... hahas. there's night study later. hmm... hahas. i am officially a Gossip Girl fan! XD hahas. i cant wait to get the books. anyways i have yet to read any of the books. so any gossip girl fans out there if you have read the book please tell me which is better okay. well the books compared to the drama. hahas. alrighties i need to go off now. tatas~

xoxo
jo

Okay. its going to be a very quick one today as i am awfully sleepily. *Yawns*
First of all i apologise for not updating and uploading the photos yet. cause i am kinda busy this few days with my dad, homework and stuff like that. i am really sorry~ X(( i will find a day and update and upload all the photos okay~ hahas. alrights that, time to hit the sheets. tomorrow will be another bright and sunny day! well if it is not raining that is. hahas. hope not. hahas. alrighties gotta go.

tatas~
nightie nights~ <3

Not! XD sorry eiss~
CHeese~
Hey Look! I am Mona Lisa! Not! XD wow my face is worth 10 million. wow.
If you look carefully you would notice that the cat has its tongue sticking out.XD

"I'm busy on the phone. Mind talking to me later?!"
Gary Chiam, caught having a scandal with himself at MacDonald's on 23 August 2008.

Smile Your On Candid Camera! XD
To Many Tongues?

hahas. its pictures again~ hahas. i just love posting up pictures dont i. hahas. ohh well. hahas. there's night study tonight again. this means that i am going to miss calefare again. tsk. hahas. alrighties i gtg nappie~ hahas.

tatas~~

zzzZZZzzzz

Hahas~ this my 100th post so far!!! whoots! happy 100 post~ XD lols.. okay its just some random pictures for today's 100 post cause i am off to celebrate my 100th post with myself. hahas. lonely right. sigh. hahas. enjoy the pictures~




cheers~

darn... looking at those photos i have posted up recently. i look darn fat. though it is a fact. but standing beside hadi and ivan make me feel worse. X( goans. i seriously need to go on a diet or look out for what i eat. dran. i just stuff myself with 100gs of M&Ms. darn. thats like the nicest chocolate candy like ever~ XD hahas. anyways i had my o level english oral today and well to me i find that it was a totally screw up. darn. what a failure stage artisan i am. sigh. i actually stumbled and ate a few words up along the way. the male examiner was a total dick. okay. it not that i am being racist here. but he is a total dick. he demoralised and did not show the candidate any form of respect at all. not that he knew any of it. shit him. make me feel so demoralised. :-S sigh. whats done its done. i can possibly turn the time and retake it again. though i could next year. but TOUCH WOOD!! like i frigging hell want to take it again next year. i have promised myself to only take every test once and never to retake again. so i am gonna work hard and strive for the course that i would want to go~ XD hahas. i feel so motivated. though i am slacking around. anyways. guys if you happen to see my lit book lying around please please return it to me okay. its not fair for me okay. i wouldnt want to fail my humanities okays. so please any kind hearted people happen to see the book, The English Teacher, lying around please hand it over to me okay~ thanks for your cooperation~ XD hahas. darn its going to be 12 soon and i am so not sleepy at all. XD hahas. i am going over to polly's on sat. any guy or gals wants brownie please make an order with me and make payment first~ thank you~

hahas...it seems that it has been quite sometime since i had posted such a long post. hahas. wow. that felt kinda nice. though a little boring but i love my posts~ hahas. no seriously. i take all my post seriously and would absolutely have no nonsensical stuff you could find here. i think. anyways. its 5 more mins to 12 and i have absolutely nothing to do. though gary did send me a webbie on stories. maybe i would go and have a look at it. hahas

nighty nights

these are the photos for the career guidance day.
cheers~